Scared

I'm scared to go to Crossfit tomorrow. Jason makes it way too hard on Fridays. It scares me. I don't want to go. I will because my friend, Kristen, joined. She'll be there. I don't want to let her down, but I don't want to go. I just had to be honest about this. I don't want to go. I want to stay in bed and hide. I'll be happy I went..but that doesn't stop me from being scared right now.